A difficult time, a difficult week!!!

When I came back from HK this week, I had different appointments for different type of doctors: Monday: GP Tue: Chiropractor Wed: specialist for Gastro.... Thur: Morning: Mercy Hospital for Endoscopy of my stomach. But The blood pressure was quite low that the nurse took two times of that. Thanks God, the report is normal. The doctor said that the blood which I lost it still need a few weeks to recover. : [ afternoon: Auckland Concussion Service Before that, I thought I was alright from the car accident only lost that part of memory. Unfortunately, it was not. When the nurse and OT ask me to fill in the chart about my physical problem which I felt that I was peeling to see through and deep inside. While they asked me about anybody help when I got back my conscious, I answer 'NO' in rudely, I collapsed and cried nearly to use half box of tissue paper. Finally, they will arrange a team, 20 people, to have another 2 appointments next week to look after at me. I don't know it's a good news or not??? It let me face the real problem that I always think that I am strong and tough enough to handle everything. In fact, I am not and I need slow now to recover for my brain damage ... Anyway, It's time to learn a lesson how to slow down and relax . . . It's long long long . .. ... time Thanks God, I still can survive in the wonderland!!! alice